A Slave's Thought By keeta{D}

When keeta was asked to write "A Slave's Thought" this week, she was literally in a panic. she's not a good writer, and English is not her usual language, she didn't know what to say... well, she had plenty of good excuses not to do it... but none worked with her Master, and He said He would help her with the English, so here it is...

keeta often sees in slave's or Master's whois that they are R/L. she thought about that, wondering if keeta and her Master are R/L... in fact between her and her Master, there is all of North America. So is keeta his R/L slave? A girl heard once that being a real slave is about washing His dirty socks, do the cooking, pleasing Him in bed when you don't feel like it.. keeta wonders, is it really? to keeta it sounds more like what wives do, are they slave because of that? keeta doesn't think so. Being slave is more than what you do, it is about how you feel, about what's inside you.

When keeta wakes up in the morning, her first thought is for her Master, when she goes to bed at night, the last one is for Him. Whatever she does during the day she always does it according to what her Master is expecting of her. All of the free time she has is spent with her Master and/or her sister, and even sometimes the time she doesn't have. keeta's dream is to move with her Master and her sister, to be his slave 24/7 as soon as it is possible. But until then she's still His slave R/L. her Master is real, He is a real man, not just a nick on IRC.

Many slaves and Masters can't live together, for different reasons. Are they less real because of that? keeta doesn't think so. For this girl, a slave who lives far from her Master, but does as He wishes and obeys Him in every part of her life, is as real as the one who has the chance to kneel at her Master's feet.

keeta would go further to say: a slave who sees her Master only on IRC but obeys Him in all ways, who is totally devoted to Him online and offline is more His R/L slave than some supposed R/L slaves keeta has seen who seem to have very little respect for their Masters, and obey and serve only when they feel like it.

Many slaves who live with their Masters are great slaves, totally devoted to their Master, and most of them will never say that they are more real than those who cannot be with their Masters. keeta thinks that when another slave feels the need to point out that they are R/L in every 3 sentences, they are saying "this girl is more real than you because this girl lives with my Master". This is hurtful to keeta, because she is just as real.

Masters and slaves can not always be, or live together, but no one should have to feel less "real" because they can't be together. For keeta this is real, her Master is as real as can be, and he's the one in charge of her life in all ways, and she knows it is the same for many.

keeta wishes that all Masters and slaves can some day be together and she dreams of the day she'll be in her Master's arms with her sister kimi, but until then, she's His slave, His property, and she is real.

keeta{D}, owned slavegirl of Danath, wishes you well, and sayonara